Whether God delivers you are not, just keep trusting that he can. When you come to the Lord you need to be sorrowful for the things that you have done. God says to stop beating yourself up because he is here. Meek is apart of your nature of how you are. With Him in you, you are a conqueror.
Be a slave to Christ: if you wake up when God says wake up, if you go to sleep you go to sleep. You are not a slave to others only when you believe in Christ Jesus you are a slave to Him. If you are thirsting and hungering after God you should never be filled. Ever wanting. Look not on the outward appearance but you have to look on the inside. When the heart is pure.
Matthew 5:1-12
And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain: and when he was set, his disciples came unto him:
And he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying,
Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of ev
